it so just happened once, you gently touched my heart, And changed my life since then. We laughed, we cried, Shared a tear or two.. And in our daily meetings, There is a lot I’ve been through. Now I really wonder, How over a short period of time, you have filled my heart, With love that’s truly divine. Does it happen to all, Or am I the only one to go through.. This feeling is so new and strong, I don’t know what to do. I keep thinking, What does the future have in store? Can I hope to have you all ? And love you more and more? Each day I think of you, Longing to be with you.. Deep within I know is true, My heart is full of love for you

When the snow has melted and the birds begin their song And the summer warmth fills my heart again, I think of you And how you once held me under the June stars. Though it’s been many years since I’ve felt your touch, And your scent has faded from the shirt I wore that night, I still think of you And how you held me by the waterfall. It was just an adolescent dream that we would last Though I always thought somehow we would. Which is why I still think of you When my world seems grim and lonely. I said back then no one would ever know me quite the same way, And that I’d think of your face last on my dying day. And eternally, I’d think of you And the few short years we spent in love. For heaven must consist of you and I as one, Because I couldn’t live my life knowing That thinking of you Was the closest I’d ever get to Eden. Someday I’ll hold you again – of that I’m certain. And you’ll look in my eyes the way you used to, And you’ll see life and reality, love and believability, truth and consistency. ‘Til then, please think of me.

I can’t believe how much you hurt me Why do I even care? I can’t believe how much I trusted you When you told me you would always be there. If only you could see Where I am at in my life right now, If only I could see you jealous Maybe I could move on somehow. But to think of when I lost you It cuts me deep inside, Because when I try to think of the good times, I can only think of the lies. I can’t believe I fell for it How stupid could I be? I can’t say that I have moved on Because without you, there is no me. Everyone tells me to get over it “It’s not that easy,” I hear myself say, But I know down deep inside If I just let you go, I would be okay. How much longer do I have to wait For that one special kiss? For that day when you come to realize That it’s me who you can’t resist. Maybe it will come sooner than I think Maybe I just have to wait, Perhaps you have already realized it Because there’s no hiding that look upon your face …!

“if you love me, don’t confess your love to me, this won’t please me and will keep me away! Love words don’t attract me. If you love me, wait for me and I will knock on your door in the right time. Don’t give me privileges which I don’t deserve. Keep me away from you, and I will approach you. If you approach me, I will stay away from you. D…on’t love me, for I want you ignorant in love. I want to teach you love when the right time come and you will be my Halal, only when we are joined together under our Creator’s satisfaction. don’t tell me what you feel, don’t give me from your time, don’t push me to lose you. I am a man who won’t accept to see the one he loves committing sins or to live a forbidden love behind the back of her family. I don’t want her to feel guilty and don’t want her heart to suffer. put limits to me that I won’t cross, kill me inside you so I won’t grow to kill you. Preserve what is beautiful inside you. I want you innocent, chaste, pure. I want you dear, not easy. And then, Only then, I will face everything and will be ready to go through difficulties to get you How could I be a faithful man to you when I try to break your chastity? How would I be faithful to you if I push you to betray your family? How could I trust a love which grew under Allah’s wrath ? To love you means to protect you, to preserve you not to kill what is beautiful in you. Don’t be easy because then, I may not value you. Don’t love me now, so I won’t hate you! My heart wants you and doesn’t want to lose you. I don’t want you to be just a passing ...

You don’t know how bad I need you here with me, I need you more than anything more than I need to breathe. How do I last now that my heart has grown so cold, Being without you its like my heart was put on hold. How do I stay warm without you to hold me tight, I wish I was in your arms and everything was right. When I’m with you my body becomes weak, I want to say I love you but its really hard to speak. I get this amazing feeling from my head down to my toes, I cant explain it I’m like the only one who knows. I wish I could tell you exactly how I feel, But words cant explain it this feelings just to real. I’ll start off with, I miss how your voice sounds to me, I miss the feeling of you laughing in my arms, I miss that smile you had. I feel so many things that it’s hard to describe Sometimes it makes me stutter over my words I miss the way you areI miss everything you say, everything you do makes me smile and laugh. I miss holding you in my arms, I miss being stupid with you. I miss listening to music with you whether I like it or not whether you like it or not . I miss you so much and I cant wait to see your face, Cuz when were together my heart begins to race. I miss our walking’s I miss holding your hand until i fell asleep When I’m with you it’s like no one can get in my way, Even when were apart I think about you all day. I wish you could understand my silence It simply says – I miss being with you & I miss everything about us!!

For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I’ll be forever thankful baby You’re the one who held me up And never let me fall You’re the one who saw me through, through it all You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn’t speak You were my eyes when I couldn’t see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach You gave me faith ’cause you believed I’m everything I am Because you loved me You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith, you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all I’m grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don’t know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn’t speak You were my eyes when I couldn’t see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach You gave me faith ’cause you believed I’m everything I am Because you loved me You were always there for me The tender wind that carried me The light in the dark shining your love into my life You’ve been my inspiration Through the lies you were the truth My world is a better place because of you You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn’t ...

If  I could spend a day with you, We’d never get enough of each other’s company. We’d hold hands as we strolled along the beach, & We’s talk about everything !!   If I could spend an evening with you, I’d cherish each minute that we’re together. I’d stare into your eyes, and,without a single word, You’d know how much I love you.   If I could spend a night with you, I’d hold you in my arms The whole night long.. And I’d make passionate love to you.   If I could spend my life with you, I’d try to make you happy. I’d always be there for you,wiping away your tears When you’re sad or blue.   And everyday, I’d tell you How much I Cherish you and our BEAUTIFUL LOVE !!!

A hand to hold through old age. A preson to laugh with even though The joke wasn’t that funny A smile shared during everyday life Because you are there with me The beauty ‘re our love show Everytime you walk in the room. A warm feeling in my heart Because you show me that you care Because you toched me A trance like state You make me feel so calm A calm moment from the storm of life. Because it ‘s your voice i hear Graced my ears with” I Love you. What a worderful an lovely feeling To Love an be loved You’re my reason to get up Each morning And a dream each night These are but some of the feeling i have for you And for that I’am happy you are in my life.

Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, Waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow Without first making the most of today. Beginning today. . . I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today. . . I will take a moment to step off the beaten path And to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges placed before me With courage and determination. I will overcome the barriers that may hinder My quest for growth and self-improvement. Beginning today. . . I will take life one day at a time, One step at a time. Discouragement will not be allowed to taint My positive self-image, my desire to succeed Or my capacity to love. Beginning today. . . I walk with renewed faith in human kindness. Regardless of what has gone before, I believe there is hope For a brighter and better future. Beginning today. . . I will open my mind and my heart. I will welcome new experiences. I will meet new people. I will not expect perfection from myself nor anyone else, Perfection does not exist in an imperfect world. Rather, I will applaud the attempt to overcome human foibles. Beginning today. . . I am responsible for my own happiness And I will do things that make me happy . . . Admire the beautiful wonders of nature; Listen ...

I have been tempted to give up many times in my life. When I was a teenager I wanted to give up on everything in life because of intense internal turmoil. When I was in college I wanted to give up on school when I couldn’t finish my courses on time. When I started my first job as a part-time youth pastor I wanted to give up because it was brutally tough at times working two jobs. When I went on my medical leave in 2007 I wanted to give up because I couldn’t see how I could function in my role as a pastor any more. I wish I could say that I persevered in all of these circumstances but I can’t. I did choose to give up in some of these circumstances. I can say though that the times that I did persevere it was mostly because I had people who came alongside me and encouraged me to keep moving forward. These people encouraged me to not give up. These people helped me lift the “weight” that I was carrying. These people listened to my pain. These people believed in me when I didn’t believe in myself. These people loved me. It is so much easier to keep moving forward in life when we have people supporting us in these ways. We need these types of people in our lives but we can’t just stop there! We also need to be reminded that God is the only one who can perfectly fulfill all of these needs in our lives. Unfortunately, people will sometimes fail us and let us down in our time of need but God never will! When we are feeling alone, hurt and beaten up and everything in us wants to give up, we need to remember God is always there to support and encourage us (even though we may not feel ...

I would not exchange the sorrows of my heart For the joys of the multitude. And I would not have the tears that sadness makes To flow from my every part turn into laughter.   I would that my life remain a tear and a smile.   A tear to purify my heart and give me understanding Of life’s secrets and hidden things. A smile to draw me nigh to the sons of my kind and To be a symbol of my glorification of the gods.   A tear to unite me with those of broken heart; A smile to be a sign of my joy in existence.   I would rather that I died in yearning and longing than that I live Weary and despairing.   I want the hunger for love and beauty to be in the Depths of my spirit,for I have seen those who are Satisfied the most wretched of people. I have heard the sigh of those in yearning and Longing, and it is sweeter than the sweetest melody.   With evening’s coming the flower folds her petals And sleeps, embracingher longing. At morning’s approach she opens her lips to meet The sun’s kiss.   The life of a flower is longing and fulfilment. A tear and a smile.   The waters of the sea become vapor and rise and come Together and area cloud.   And the cloud floats above the hills and valleys Until it meets the gentle breeze, then falls weeping To the fields and joins with brooks and rivers to Return to the sea, its home.   The life of clouds is a parting and a meeting. A tear and a smile.   And so does the spirit become separated from The greater spirit to move in the world of matter And pass as a cloud over ...

                                                                                                                  How can you ache and crave for someone’s touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can’t talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I will always hug, kiss and love you Every moment of the day and night          …You will never have another touch unfelt

A zest for life, a grace divine More intoxicating than wine. Carefree nature and wild, wild ways, You always make my mind sway!   Bouncing black hair and coal- dark eyes, Remind me of monsoon skies, A spring in your step elevates my mood, Hey, nosey rain, do not intrude!   As the wind caresses your lovely form, And the waves rush to feel your charm, What chance do I stand? Against nature’s wicked game plan?   There is no truth but love; Lovely as the blue skies above. There is no reality but bliss, So there! Let me taste your lips.   Let me hold you in my arms, And protect you from all harm, Life is too cruel, my dear! But, I am here, do you hear?   Spend an eternity with me, I shall never tire of you, Remind me when day breaks, For, yet again, I will want to hold you.

Some people believe, there is a one The one who points, your way to the sun. A person they believe, makes them complete The one who will support, when facing defeat ‘You are my angel’, my one and only My forever love, so we’ll never be lonely. You’ve brought to my life, all your love and care It made me see, when I realized how rare . . It is to meet your angel, or their lifetime one Through you and my children, whose life has begun. What you’ve done, you’ve illuminated my soul It’s you and your love, that has made me whole. The feel of your love, your soft touch and caress We’re tight so close, your heart beats in my chest. All that we have, always felt missing before Though I love you today, tomorrow it will be more. Our love is life, we are the strongest tree Which will always grow forever, like you and me. You have opened my heart and held it so dear You are my angel and will always keep it near. You have seen my ups and cared when I was low. ‘You are my angel’, I just need you to know. You entered my life, through a ray of sun above And when we leave, we will leave together in love My love for you, has become my reason to be I hope one day you’ll find, your angel in me. Lots of love baby

Well, I’m only 13 years old now but have gone through and experienced many problems in life. From the age of two i was violently beaten, saw my mum get beat up nearly everyday by her boyfriend..I was locked in a cupboard and starved for a week, after that i was rushed to hospital very ill. I never really settled down when i was younger, I’ve lived in so many different places, including living on the streets for months on end..I used to go to sleep in the morning, wake up and my mum had gone.. she’d come back a day or two later leaving me and my little sister home alone at the age of 5. Things became worse, she took up drugs. It used to kill me watching her take drugs, knowing she was damaging her body.. She was constantly taking it then in bed ill.. Things cheered me up when my baby brother came along, he was gorgeous!The one thing that kept me going, i knew i had to be there for him. My mum never really bothered with him, he was basically my child. I never really knew my dad as he was in prison a majority of my childhood. However, on my sixth birthday he contacted my mum and wanted to see me so I got the train and went to stay at his friends with him for a week, on the first night he tried to stab me due to being drunk. I really didn’t know what to do, i was terrified..I had to put with this the entire week as there was no way of contacting my mum.. When i finally got home, my mum was furious! Him and her had a huge row and it ended up with him in prison again for bricking our window.. By this time i was seven, My mum had found a new boyfriend now, he was not ...

I never thought I’d ever learn to Love, the way simple lovers do. I always believed it was impossible. Yet I found myself so in love with you. Now I know exactly what love truly is and you are my reason why; You convinced me to let you in my soul . . . And you promised you would never lie. I have learned to cherish and trust you, In a way I never had before. And if anything were ever to happen, My Love, I think I would only love you more. I fought my feelings along the way, but in the end it remains still true - I have finally found My love in life. (Just like you always knew. If you told me once, you told me twice, Just how beautiful love could be. Yet I never realized until now, that you were speaking of you and me. You have brought me such happiness, it takes all my sadness away. And with my endless loyalty I will so lovingly repay. You are my love in life. This I will never forget. You are the Love of my Life, This I knew from the moment we met.

Why is my life so lonely Seems like everybody i love or get too close leaves me… Who cares about the quiet girl back there Who hears her when she pleads for help There is no one to just listen Just tell her she matters Does anyone care that thoughts of leaving this earth confuse her mind daily? Cutting her, hurting her, After that who knows How does she hide it so well when everyone claims to know her better then she knows herself if that’s the case then how could u not see this coming or did u ever even care???

Late at night as i lay in bed, As many thoughts rush through my head, I think about the weak and strong, I question all the right from wrong,   I wonder who could i really be, I think of what’s gotten into me, I hang out with the entirely wrong crowd, All these thoughts i am thinking out loud,   What is this life i am in? My head is now beginning to spin, I pace my room without a sound, Walking in circles round and round,   All these questions i have to ask, I can never finish a single task, My heart is beating really fast, Asking myself will this really last   Nothing i do feels like it’s right, Even though i am very bright, Why does it feel this way?, The exact same thing every day   So here i am thinking in my head, All the negative things i’ve said, This is not the real me, It definitely cannot be   Sitting here thinking for a while, I find myself beginning to smile, All these emotions i have to express, Letting go of all this stress,   Sitting here in the rain, Feeling all of this pain, Like a flower i begin to wilt, Holding onto all this guilt,   While falling asleep i begin to cry, Thinking about how hard i try, As I am beginning to find my way, I think who am i today   Thinking about all the nights i cried, Holding all these feelings inside, Now getting all them off my chest, Doing good, only hoping for the best,   My life is like a story told, My heart is something that i hold, It’s not something on my sleeve, As many things as i achieve   I think about all the positive things, Hurt feels like a big bee sting, Life ...

I don’t know how exactly to start out the story so i guess ill start of with the first sad thing? I was born into this world with a heart condition called I.H.S.S. I can’t play any sports, i can’t get too mad. My heart rate can’t too high or i could die. I can’t do many things actually. I can’t work out too much and i can’t eat many sweets. I found this out when i was 8. I ran to my mom saying i wanted to play a sport. I don’t remember what it was, but I’ve always wanted to play softball. She told me i couldn’t. I asked why, and, well, there’s the answer. Along with a heart condition, I was born with a gene to be very overweight. I was adopted, and i didn’t know that ’til i was about 11. And you know, when your a kid you eat lots of candy. Gladly i got rid of the fat. I don’t exactly know how, but i did. It made/makes it worse that i’m extremely picky also. I don’t eat any fruit or vegetables, i don’t eat applesauce, I’m not the most healthy person you would know. My Birth mother died because of being too overweight. My birthday was/is a mystery. No one knew who he was. It was a one-night stand. They were drunk. 9 months later? here i am. When i was about 4, me and my adoption family lived in Florida. My dad, uncle, and cousin were playing pool. My cousin popped the ball and it hit me in the eye. There’s my first black eye. Afterwards, My cousin wanted to apologize, so he took me into the other room, laid me down and pulled off my one-piece bathing suit. He spread my legs ...

Searching for words That express my feelings Getting lost in memories of a sweet kiss The only words slipping through my lips Are I love you, and I love you true… Met you once and got enchanted Met you twice and lost my heart Never thought a stranger could leave me breathless Yet the unforeseen did happen Leaving me mesmerized in a romantic bliss Of all things I ever desired I found you to be everything I wanted Before I could even realize You turned out to be the sunshine That brought in never-ending joy to my life You are my beacon of hope You are the one I fantasize about I don’t know why I need you so bad The only reason I can give Is I love you, and I love you true… Shattered into a zillion pieces You mended my heart as if by magic My heart no longer feels the pain It just grows fonder day by day Getting intoxicated by your love Poet I am not Yet I try to weave a verse My thoughts creating a ruckus Just to let you know That I love you, and I love you true.